bringing forth

A friend asked me if I had a new boyfriend. Apparently she deduced the male I was so infatuated with in this blog was the new love of my life. No doubt I am wholly in love with Him. He is addressed to in upper-casing, for one, and He is all I write and talk and think about.
He is Jesus Christ, the one who loves me the most in this world and all after.
I have recently started journal-ing my journey with Him over the past few weeks. A journey which began when sleeplessness crept in. Even though my journey is not over yet, and I am sure it will stretch far beyond the here and now, I am amazed by what He has done in me.
So for the next few entries I will write about this amazement of mine. For anyone who sees me in person ever, do know that the cheerful, lively girl you see is testimony to His love and power. If you thought insomnia was not comparable to any terrible ailment like leukemia or cancer, yes it is not comparable in terms of severity or agony. But then again it had not been easy for me and it will not be for anyone, be they ill or healthy. I am not boasting about how wonderful I am for being able to smile despite how little sleep I get, rather I am talking about what He has done for me, in me. I have nothing to boast about because when the situation started, I too, was afraid, depressed and weak. My strength is not my own.
The reason why I can live on is because of love - from family, friends... and my Beloved.