Each fighting An Own Mess
I just discovered a bottle of 4.3.2.1. 10-day Slimming and Detox Programme - herbal concoction intended to naturally hlep an individual knock off unwanted kilos and get rid off toxins and gunk that pollute our biological systems. Well not for me of course. I need detox but I certainly am not going to forgo even healthy portions like tofu, soymilk, dark chocolate and copious amounts of fruit and veg and almonds for a drink.
Maybe life-juice but see, this juice IS Life. So much so I bathe in it on a highly regular basis.
What is a slim 5feet3 girl, hardly tipping the scales at 45kg, doing to herself?
What has made her so insecure that every thing she eats is a reminder of Consequences, Guilt, Condemnation, Inadequacy, Judgement? Where she has failed to retain control over this part of her life - eating, which is not only a necessity but also a blessing we should be thankful for having.
Ultimately it remains a choice. For me here I am packing up my room. Ever noticed how it becomes incredibly messy during packing before it morphs spectacularly into neat little boxes toward the end? I love the thrill of packing, of being neat and organised but I also dislike any visible mess. This makes the entire process of packing a most tricky one.
Her eating, my packing? Spot any similarities?
And no, this is not a rhetorical question.
Maybe life-juice but see, this juice IS Life. So much so I bathe in it on a highly regular basis.
What is a slim 5feet3 girl, hardly tipping the scales at 45kg, doing to herself?
What has made her so insecure that every thing she eats is a reminder of Consequences, Guilt, Condemnation, Inadequacy, Judgement? Where she has failed to retain control over this part of her life - eating, which is not only a necessity but also a blessing we should be thankful for having.
Ultimately it remains a choice. For me here I am packing up my room. Ever noticed how it becomes incredibly messy during packing before it morphs spectacularly into neat little boxes toward the end? I love the thrill of packing, of being neat and organised but I also dislike any visible mess. This makes the entire process of packing a most tricky one.
Her eating, my packing? Spot any similarities?
And no, this is not a rhetorical question.
oh babe, i didnt realise cammie is still the same. be strong, for yourself and for her! love you xxx