Signed, Sealed, Delivered with Love
My God is big, so good, so mighty! He is my God, He is my refuge, He's the Rock on which I stand. He's my fortress, He is my light, He holds the oceans in His hands.
Planetshakers - Big
Last night was a night of breakthrough. All that I have been praying fervently for, hoping so desperately (never underestimate the degree of my desperation) finally came into being last night. Oh the JOY, the PASSION, the EXUBERANCE with which I sang and danced before my King, my Lover, my Saviour. Lord I have been waiting so long for this!
The irony of where I am right now is how, through a brief period of hurt inflicted by someone who professed apparent liking for me, I have come to experience His infinite incomparable love once more. When people, I refer to all including myself, can be careless He is sensitive and sees all in our hearts. While we are selfish and self-righteous, He thinks about us and attends to us with all He has. When we are not wise in the decisions we make, He speaks to us to bring us back on track because even before we knew we had those feelings, He already perceived.
Why would I have settled for second best when He is always here? The briefness of the whole situation is wholly testimony to His amazing grace. I am not fully over it yet but He has stepped in and began awesome healing. So indescribable is this grace and mercy because before this, I have refused Him entry into my heart even though in my spirit I knew the place I gave him should rightfully have been His. Thank God I have not fallen too deep. His love is a love beyond description, beyond comprehension but certainly not beyond the power of experience through communion.
It is my prayer that you will find this love in your life. It has been hard to let go and I am still working through this with Him. But I hope that you will one day find the answers to the questions you have stored in your heart. You are made for great things Jon. This I so sincerely believe. And I am still here as your friend, whatever happens. This is my promise which He has made possible =)
I sense something momentous is arriving. And it will appear in a timely manner, I am sure. Till then please keep me in your prayers. And we'll leave the rest up to Him.
Planetshakers - Big
Last night was a night of breakthrough. All that I have been praying fervently for, hoping so desperately (never underestimate the degree of my desperation) finally came into being last night. Oh the JOY, the PASSION, the EXUBERANCE with which I sang and danced before my King, my Lover, my Saviour. Lord I have been waiting so long for this!
The irony of where I am right now is how, through a brief period of hurt inflicted by someone who professed apparent liking for me, I have come to experience His infinite incomparable love once more. When people, I refer to all including myself, can be careless He is sensitive and sees all in our hearts. While we are selfish and self-righteous, He thinks about us and attends to us with all He has. When we are not wise in the decisions we make, He speaks to us to bring us back on track because even before we knew we had those feelings, He already perceived.
Why would I have settled for second best when He is always here? The briefness of the whole situation is wholly testimony to His amazing grace. I am not fully over it yet but He has stepped in and began awesome healing. So indescribable is this grace and mercy because before this, I have refused Him entry into my heart even though in my spirit I knew the place I gave him should rightfully have been His. Thank God I have not fallen too deep. His love is a love beyond description, beyond comprehension but certainly not beyond the power of experience through communion.
It is my prayer that you will find this love in your life. It has been hard to let go and I am still working through this with Him. But I hope that you will one day find the answers to the questions you have stored in your heart. You are made for great things Jon. This I so sincerely believe. And I am still here as your friend, whatever happens. This is my promise which He has made possible =)
I sense something momentous is arriving. And it will appear in a timely manner, I am sure. Till then please keep me in your prayers. And we'll leave the rest up to Him.
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