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bringing forth

a little notebook to scribble simple thoughts, inspired devotions and deep, quiet laments in.

 

Mum!

I want my mum by my side now!
I am down with fever. It is not super high but I feel bleh nonetheless. When chills run down your torso even though you are cuddled under a comforter with three layers of clothes and the heater switched on.
And then with visa applications it is a muddle right now. Everything is confusing. Red-tape drives me up the wall. Lord please sort out the mess for me! I do not know what to do or which steps to take.
After nearly a day of crying my eyes are still a bit puffy. I did not know making a decision regarding a relationship can be so strenuous and emotionally, mentally and physically demanding. Letting go is easier said than done. It really is not a simple phrase.

Mum I want you here, even though I am 22 and nearly fully an adult. I just want to remain a child at times like these. I take comfort in this.

Please keep me in prayer all of you who read this blog and call upon Him as Abba Father.

Lord I want to experience Your grace and love afresh everyday. I want to know deep in my heart that You are enough for me. Father do not take away family and friends away from me in this time. I need them. Above all I need You. Heal the hurts in me. May the blood of Jesus wash over me and heal me of my ailment. Lord You are faithful. You know what I am going through. Your daughter is hungry for You. Come into my heart God I pray.
Amen.

 

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Blogger joan Says:

will be praying for you. you're in His hands *hugx*

 

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